{"id":1090,"date":"2018-05-06T12:04:15","date_gmt":"2018-05-06T12:04:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/?p=1090"},"modified":"2026-04-30T23:42:43","modified_gmt":"2026-04-30T23:42:43","slug":"the-agony-of-defeat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/?p=1090","title":{"rendered":"The Agony of Defeet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well, after ten days and 110 miles I&#8217;m going to have to come off trail.\u00a0 I did complete section A of the PCT.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been a very hard decision, made particularly frustrating in that the last day of hiking was my favorite, foreshadowing what was to come.\u00a0 I camped high on a ridge line the night before and awoke at 3:30 to do a little night hiking before the rising sun brought the heat of the day.\u00a0 Dawn has always been my favorite part of the day.\u00a0 I love watching the light peek over the hills and start to paint the valleys.\u00a0 Between the stars and the waning gibbous moon, I almost didn&#8217;t need a headlamp.\u00a0 There were even a few shooting stars.\u00a0 It was during this first stretch that I hit the hundred mile mark.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180507a.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-gallery-rbbsGsyL\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1077\" src=\"https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180507a-300x169.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180507a-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180507a-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180507a-1024x576.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The landscape changed as I descended the mountain and headed across the valley towards Warner Springs.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180637a.jpg\" data-rel=\"lightbox-gallery-rbbsGsyL\" data-rl_title=\"\" data-rl_caption=\"\" title=\"\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1076\" src=\"https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180637a-300x169.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"169\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180637a-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180637a-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.decamp.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/0505180637a-1024x576.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>It was also at this point that my feet flared again.\u00a0 From the first day I had been struggling with\u00a0plantar fasciitis in both feet.\u00a0 Despite taping them, altering my gait, dramatically limiting my daily millage, and even taking a rest day in Laguna Mountain, my feet continued to get worse.\u00a0 I finished the last eight miles at a crawl, my limitations made more obvious by the waves of hikers passing me. Even after resting for the afternoon, and trying new shoes, each step was painful.<\/p>\n<p>And so it&#8217;s clear that its not realistic for me to continue in this condition.\u00a0 I&#8217;m going to step off the trail and regroup, and process lessons learned.<\/p>\n<p>Obviously, my physical preparation was not what I had hoped, although my legs and endurance were fine.\u00a0 I think it was a mistake to switch shoes a few weeks before the start.\u00a0 The shoes I had been using were rubbing my achilles tendons, so I switched to ones popular with hikers.\u00a0 Once on trail, I found I hated them&#8211;way too soft and spongy, with no trail feel or support.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m very grateful for having had this opportunity, and for all of the help I had in this effort, both from friends and family and from the broader community of people who support the PCT hikers.<\/p>\n<p>Highlights of the last few days:<\/p>\n<p><a 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